By Bruce A. Smith

This essay is from my upcoming book, Becoming God-Realized – Stories from my Journey.

When the aliens left me in 1992, I, too, left them. For nearly thirty years I didn’t seek contact with the Extra-Terrestrials, nor did I hope they would come and visit. However, in 2019 I chose to revisit whatever truth inhabits this story, and the trigger was a call from the producers of RISK!, a Seattle-based podcast outfit seeking unusual sex stories. Since I was eager for a performance platform, I considered their offer. Giving the Risk! website a cursory look, it seemed that they specialized in stories celebrating the angst and excitement of young gay men coming out in the world. Not my cup of tea, exactly, but I sent them a transcript of my “Sex with Aliens.” They accepted the story and hired me to tell it on their show, and before a live audience in Seattle.

Subtly and internally, that impetus fueled a pull within me to investigate my abductions further, and I immersed myself deeply in the UFO mystery. But first I had to take stock of what had happened to me thirty years before. Here were my musings:

1. My story is real as told: One race of Extra-Terrestrials, the Grays, even though advanced enough to transport themselves to Earth, are apparently not sophisticated enough to genetically modify their own DNA to produce a more vital species. Hence, they’re having sex with guys like me.
2. My story is mythological. Perhaps I’ve tapped into Humanity’s Collective Unconscious and have created a modern tale of mythic proportions – like Noah and the Great Flood, or King Arthur and his magical sword. My story is a saga of how the aliens are endeavoring to reveal to us a grander truth about us, via our deepest dreams and memories. What that truth is, I don’t know, but perhaps it is a way of preparing us to be space voyagers and citizens of the stars. Regardless, storyteller Michael Meade has famously stated: “Myths can tell us a truth that cannot be told any other way.”
3. My subconscious is talking. My therapist may be correct and this story reflects my deep, unsatisfied longings. Perhaps I really do feel that romantic love is so unattainable that I have to go to Outer Space to find a girlfriend.
4. Government conspiracy. Perhaps the sex-with-aliens hybridization programs are just psi-ops conducted by rogue elements in government, and may be a scheme to stoke the current political turmoil regarding immigration, racial strife, and nationalism. Therefore, by going public it is possible that I’m kicking the hornet’s nest of these powerful forces.

The last scenario is a real dynamic for me. As I developed this story for the RISK! production, I felt terrified. Would the bastards really come for me now? One day, I wept on the phone with Jeff, telling him about my anxieties from my RISK! exposure.

Seeking clarity or at least some kind of relief, I searched the Internet for the latest postings on alien abductions. First, I was saddened to learn that Budd Hopkins had died several years before. Fortunately, his videos are plentiful, and they offered me much solace. I received similar assurance from Dr. John Mack, whose PEER research program on abductions I had joined twenty-five years earlier. Sadly, Dr. Mack, too, was deceased, killed in a traffic accident a dozen years ago.

But the videos that Mack and Hopkins have left behind reassured me of several key ingredients, namely: Some kind of benefit comes to the abductees – their fear and pain notwithstanding. Mack felt it was a kind of “connectiveness” between the abductees and aliens that was sublime and meaningful.
Hopkins didn’t dispute that perspective, and added that although the abductees felt they were violated by being taken without their consent, they were generally open to helping the extra-terrestrials. They simply wanted them to explain their plans and to be treated kindly.

Further, Hopkins declared the only real knowledge we have of the hybridization program comes from the abductees and what we remember, either consciously or under hypnosis. There is very little concrete proof of the aliens and their abductions – only a few indentations in the dirt from a small number of related UFO landings, or a couple of scars or “scoop” marks on the skin from a handful of abductees.

It begs the question: how completely can we trust our memories? Many experiencers have been given “cover” memories to lessen the shock. Remember, I thought I was having sex with a female being when I was actually engaging a metallic device. So, could all of our memories be false? Could the whole abduction scenario be One Big Memory Implant?
With the passing of Dr. Mack and Budd Hopkins, other researchers have taken center stage. One is Dr. David Jacobs, who appears grandfatherly in videos but his perspectives are troubling. Jacobs says he has investigated over one-thousand abduction cases, and he feels the sex-with-alien cross-breeding program has exploded in scale and scope. According to Jacobs, the sex is not just to replenish the gene pool of our Space Brothers, but is also a transformative process to create a new breed of humans here as well – humans adapted to alien life. Jacobs says that these hybrids look completely human, and he calls them “hubrids,” adding that they are currently inhabiting Earth and living among us. Even getting apartments and jobs!

But Jacobs has no concrete proof of this. Again, it all comes from hypnotic regression sessions with abductees. So, even though the scenario of hubrids is disturbing, it may be just another implanted false memory.

So, what is the point of all of this?

I contemplated these questions over the latter part of August 2019, and I developed a new perspective. There may not be any abductions or hybrid people. Rather, the whole exercise may be a mental process designed to crack us open psychologically, freeing us from our social conditioning. Perhaps the abduction-hybrid scenario is a grand scheme to evolve our consciousness into something extraordinary. Consider:

Let’s drop the labels we use to characterize all the beings we know who who have impacted human development, such as Jesus and Ramtha. Instead of calling them saviors or ascended masters, let’s just call them Beings from Elsewhere, or BFEs. Add to the mix other religious fellows from history, such as Buddha, Muhammad, and St. Francis of Assisi. Maybe the Grays and the abducting aliens are BFEs, too, helping us become greater than what we have been. Thus, we may have a new understanding of how humans evolve. Perhaps ETs and enlightened beings – the whole BFE entourage – are critical to our growth. Perhaps the “Prime Directive of Non-Involvement” of Star Trek movies is utterly false. Perhaps the BFEs have been intervening in human history since the beginning of time, and it’s been essential.

Consider the Sumerian legends that Zecharia Sitchin touted in his book, The Twelfth Planet. Did BFEs, in the form of the Nephilim, first engineer the development of Homo erectus hundreds of thousands of years ago, then upgraded them again with frontal lobes so they could achieve executive-decision-making capabilities, and thus, aliens ushered the era of Homo sapiens?

Further, are the Grays and other ETs continuing to tinker with human development? How many of our recent technological advances are really our own, and how many come via alien assistance? How about societal changes? Music? Art? Literature? How profound is the influence of the BFEs?

This may be a time akin to when Neanderthals lived on the planet alongside the new Homo sapiens. Both groups survived for a while on parallel tracks, but ultimately the more advanced beings dominated. Ironically, many European-based humans have DNA that is 2% Neanderthal.

Perhaps those who evolve in consciousness now will become interdimensional beings, akin to the aliens who are “abducting” us. Perhaps we’ll fly off to other universes in the near future and leave Earth for those who choose to remain with their old-fashioned, conventional consciousness.

That may be the real mission of those beings we call aliens.

This is where my mind rested until early 2021. Then, I watched a film titled, “First Contact,” which is a documentary examining the teachings of a channeled fellow named Bashar. “First Contact” holds that the initial interaction between ETs and humans will come in the form of telepathy – and by extension, channeling – since Bashar has been communicating to human beings since the mid-1980s via a Los Angelino named Darryl Anka.

I find Bashar to be a kind and funny guy with savvy insights on how to live mindfully. “Follow your passion,” seems to be his primary advice to humans, but his ultimate goal appears to be preparing us for interdimensional life fueled by a super-powerful consciousness. In fact, Bashar is intimately involved in the Grays’ cross-breeding program, and my understanding of his work is that humans will blend into the Grays and form a new species he calls Homo galacticus.
Bashar’s documentary not only expanded my views of reality, it inspired me to seek direct contact with the aliens. As a result, I have taken steps to achieve that remarkable occurrence, such as listening closely to what Bashar has to say on the subject, and actively meditating on manifesting these relationships. I even sit at night in my garden and envision Grays popping into my field of vision for a late-night cup of tea.

When I contemplated Bashar’s visions for the future, though, I often got tripped-up by my anger at the Grays for violating me in the past.

Fortunately, Bashar has monthly sessions online that he calls “transmissions,” and I signed up for one. Bashar entertains questions from the audience, so, I asked: How can the wonderful goals of expanded consciousness and hyper-dimensional living be reconciled by the rape and involuntary confinement that comes with the hybridization program? Thankfully, Bashar answered me.

The fear you experienced, Bashar stated, as I remember the conversation, is rooted in the fact that your government, your society, and all the conditioning you received as a person growing up, has suppressed the knowledge that UFOs are real and that the hybridization program has been on-going for a long time. Add to that – remember – the beings that were abducting you did not have the capacity to understand what you were feeling, and they did not have the emotional basis to understand what you were experiencing. They just didn’t know, which is exactly why the hybridization program was created in the first place.

When I heard those words, my anger melted away.

Confusion still lingers, however, and I ask: Why were the Grays so ham-fisted in their approach to me? Couldn’t they have gotten supervision from other ETs who are emotionally mature?

Nevertheless, I want to develop a relationship with the Grays, and I’m looking for ways to achieve direct, physical contact with them. To that end, I’ve taken a suggestion from Ramtha and have developed protocols that I insist the Grays follow:

1. I remain conscious during all contacts. No false memories, no paralysis, no forgetfulness.
2. Contact must be arranged prior to meeting. No surprises, no shocking encounters. Send a letter or leave a message on my phone.
3. All genetic and biological sampling must be consensual and done consciously, ie: sperm, sex, etc.
4. I am willing to work with the hybrid kids, teaching them how to be “more human.”
5. I can terminate contact at any time for any reason.

In the days since viewing Bashar’s “First Contact,” I have not had any obvious sign of the Grays. But I have experienced anomalies: my bedroom clock stopped multiple times inexplicably, but now runs perfectly; the electric heater by my desk stopped working for days, but then resumed normal functioning and hasn’t quit since. Then, my sugar jar went missing for a day and a half until I found it in my refrigerator. Telekinesis, cosmic playfulness or absentmindedness? I ponder all possibilities.

In addition, Bashar teaches an exercise designed to help us envision an infinite number of infinite universes. I find it truly mind-expanding. In addition, Bashar says – as I understand him – that he comes from a parallel Earthen universe in a future time, so it appears the future of Homo galacticus will involve multiple universes, parallel realms, and hyperdimensional realities. No wonder learning how to communicate telepathically is our first step toward that degree of evolution.

All this has put me in a mental state where I am increasingly drawn to the world of spirit. This includes watching dozens of videos – from George Noory’s “Beyond Belief” to Alex Ferrari’s “Next Level Soul,” and Theresa Caputo’s “Long Island Medium.” In particular, I’ve found Rueben Langdon’s video series, “Interviews with EDs (Extra-Dimensionals)” very informative and satisfying. Langdon conducts interviews with dozens of channels who relay information from a plethora of BFEs, such as 12th Dimensional Beings from the Pleiadean star system, and a few are even some of the hybrid children, all grown up! Hearing them, my trust in the reality of the hybridization program has been restored. In fact, I am now in awe of it, as these kids – commonly called the Yahyel by Bashar and a delightful channel named Bella – have been raised on other planets and have an advanced understanding of the nature of reality. As a result, I eagerly await contact with my kids and their peers, and I hope they can teach me as much about the universe as I can them about being a human being.

Yet as I write these words, I am surrounded by anti-vaxxers, Q Anon crazies, and folks running around my hometown with pistols on their hips. Therefore, I am actively focusing on creating a new world for myself. I don’t know if it’ll be a new Earth, or one of the many multiverses derived from the Many Worlds Theory of Quantum Physics, but I see our current world becoming more polarized, dangerous, and toxic. Hence, I want out.

Or rather, “In.” I want to live in a new world – one that is safe and secure, filled with mindful people who take responsibility for their emotions and are not fanatics. A world that is in balance with Mother Nature and has resolved climate change – where everyone drives an electric vehicle, or better, teleports. A place where I am respected and appreciated, living in a culture of unconditional love.

Even though I have not heard back from the ETs after months of seeking direct contact, my life is bigger than having an encounter with beings from another planet. I am happier and more peaceful than at any other time.

As for a final word on sex-with-aliens, I wonder if we already are hybrids. The many of us who meditate and practice mindful living are certainly changing our DNA and to some degree our bodies, as our efforts to heal ourselves are bearing fruit, even if modest in scale.

So, the new world I seek may already be here.